How to get the Windows 10 May 2020 Update version 2004

2004 was offered to me too at one point and I just let it sit there without ever clicking on "Download & Install". I was a bit hesitant knowing full well what was going on with all the reported bugs. After a week or so, the offer was pulled back and since then I am having the message :

"The Windows 10 May 2020 Update is on its way. Once it’s ready for your device, you’ll see the update available on this page."

That goes for both of my machines which were on 2004 at the very beginning when it first came out. I had to roll back to 1909 in both cases because of too many issues, some I could live with, and others where it was impossible.

well folks I did it I went back into 2004 windows update yesterday I don't know why

good thing is the custom color didn't changed back to light it remain the same from 1909 i'm going to try to stay into 2004 longer then a week see if those 3 task will finally run or not

maybe I'm just parnoid tell me when windows update checks for windows pending like today patch tues on 2004

for example culumative update<-was there a install now button underneath pending

you see when I 1st went into windows feature update 2004 back on june 16th and it found windows updates download pending next day

I don't think I saw that install now button underneath just automatically installs and I restart computer

now we all know that I stayed a week and went back to 1909 on 23rd stayed there all month and only yesterday I went back into 2004

when it check updates today download pending underneath I saw maybe it was there 1st time around maybe wasn't I don't recall but I saw that install now button

again maybe i'm paranoid and this install now is nothing to worry about and always been there in windows updates I don't know