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Happy to be home.
Sunday before the Xmas, I started to have extreme balance issues. On Xmas, it got worse, my posting and online presence was in minimum because I was just lying in the bed, using a small 10" Windows tablet to browse the Interwebs, which made typing quite hard and unpleasant. I just hated it.
Went to see my doc on early Friday morning. He did a scan, found something weird behind my right ear, and sent me to hospital. Biopsy shows it's a fat lump, about 7 millimetres diameter, just behind my right ear. Nothing dangerous, just blocking the blood stream and causing pressure to the inner ear.
Remained in hospital until late this afternoon. Got home, medication should dissolve the fat lump. Balance issues still quite severe, but I can cope.
This all relates to my Ménière's disease, which has already caused me losing the hearing in my right ear almost completely, and forced me to go around with a walking stick because the loss of balance can come in a few seconds, requiring me to have extra support when walking.
This is not life threatening, nobody has ever died for Ménière's disease. It's just that when you have absolutely no sense of balance, when you feel all the time that you are on a ship in force 12 storm feeling seasick, when you can't get up from bed without help, when you need to go to bathroom in all four, it makes you scared. Whatever the statistics or your doc tells you.
Happy to be home. There's just this one thing: first time in my life since I was 15, due the medication, it looks I have to remain sober for at least a few weeks. Is life without whisky worth living? I very much doubt it!
Kari